…it’s not very tough as it used to be. But once in a while it gets even tougher.
And now some of the lines perfectly make sense - “you just can’t feel it until you experience it†- true indeed. I know and I understand that “this shall pass tooâ€.
Time has great healing powers. It lets you forget many things and heals the deepest wounds as well. Even though, due to all what I’m going through, the concern is the impact and the permanent changes it would leave. The attributes I would acquire as part of my personality. That is alarming. Whereas some good will become part of me, the bad shall walk along too.
Where it’s making me strong in a way to confront all sorts of situations and survive such conditions, it’s somewhere making me insensitive towards certain things as well. It’s altogether a great learning experience, very agonizing, exhausting and full of trials and turbulences though.
…this shall paas too, but at what cost?
I dont know, but I’m already paying for it…
the olive ream says:
I hope you come out stronger at the other end. As they say, whatever doesn’t break us, makes us stronger. It is up to you to pull through and make this experience (whatever it may be) change you for the better.
PS. It was good to meet you Furqan, although for it was for a very short duration. Hope to see you again when I am in Karachi next. Another blog meet is certainly in order.
Jan 29, 2007, 9:42 am~FurSid says:
I sure would like to be part of the next meet up. Looking forward to meeting you guys again… stay in touch and stay well :)
Jan 29, 2007, 3:45 pmesSJee says:
good to c u back
Jan 29, 2007, 10:37 am~FurSid says:
hey thanks for dropping by :) nice to see u too…
Jan 29, 2007, 2:33 pmuXuf says:
Oh my, heartening to see that you’re keeping your cool against it. Waisay bhi, it couldn’t get worse than the worst thing that ever happened to you. If it does, it would be a new record for you to cheer on. Whichever way it goes, only you’ll emerge victorious!
Have fun while it lasts :)
Jan 29, 2007, 2:48 am~FurSid says:
hey man thanks for the encouragement :) think I’m getting used to of the situation and it’s blurring away from my worries.
Jan 29, 2007, 2:55 pm