~FurSid

… it’s not very tough as it used to be. But once in a while it gets even tougher.

And now some of the lines perfectly make sense - “you just can’t feel it untill you experience it” - true indeed. I know and I understand that “this shall pass too”.

Time has great healing powers. It lets you forget many things and heals the deepest wounds as well. Eventhough, due to all what I’m going thorugh, the concern is the impact and the permanent changes it would leave. The attributes I would acquire as part of my personality. That is alarming. Whereas some good things will become part of me, the bad shall walk along too.

Where it’s making me strong in a way to confront all sorts of situations and survive such conditions, it’s somewhere making me insensitive towards certain things as well. It’s altogather a great learning experience, very agonizing, exhausting and full of trials and terbulences though.

… this shall paas too, but at what cost? I dont know, but I’m already paying for it.