I think there shouldn’t be any hiding when it comes to feelings and expressions…

but yes, I understand there are times when you don’t want to express what you feel… maybe one’s afraid of hurting others…

What gives you the right to judge me,
In things that I say and I do?
What gives you the right to judge me,
Just because I am different to you?

Our opinions and views may differ,
I may like red and you like blue
But it doesn’t mean that I am wrong,
Just because I am different to you.

I’m not always be who you wish me to be,
I might not do what you’d want me to do,
But I am happy with who I am,
I like being different to you.

Our world has endless textures,
Infinite changes in its hues,
Now wouldn’t the world be a boring place
If I was the same as you ?!

read somewhere.. and liked to share…

*sigh* koi tou kuch bataye

questions are always welcome… :) the answers await them…

there are only words required at times

agreed… until and unless they’re provoked…

and at times, words and then thoughts behind them lay untouched, unspoken

some words are more effective when they’re left unspoken, thoughts not thought of… for blemished memoirs are treasured more than crisp and bright accounts of recent past…

what abt the undied emotions regarding it who wouldnt lie still in their graves

hmm… maybe they loaf and wander around for times when our spirit is levitated to a state when it wants to break out of the mold and speaks for itself… those emotions come in handy then… they fuel our expressions at all levels… who knows…

hmmm.. the unbearable pain will always make u grow..

true… it sure does.

“…for pain stays longer than happines and is felt anew whenever that past haunts you…”

So this is the first for me. Writing a blog post from my mobile. Hurrayyy! That’s really cool. With my nokia 6230 and Wordpress with a plugin and my lazy ass. Hehe this sounds great!

If it’s not challenging, exciting and difficult would it still be called life? I doubt!

…it’s not very tough as it used to be. But once in a while it gets even tougher.

And now some of the lines perfectly make sense - “you just can’t feel it until you experience it” - true indeed. I know and I understand that “this shall pass too”.

Time has great healing powers. It lets you forget many things and heals the deepest wounds as well. Even though, due to all what I’m going through, the concern is the impact and the permanent changes it would leave. The attributes I would acquire as part of my personality. That is alarming. Whereas some good will become part of me, the bad shall walk along too.

Where it’s making me strong in a way to confront all sorts of situations and survive such conditions, it’s somewhere making me insensitive towards certain things as well. It’s altogether a great learning experience, very agonizing, exhausting and full of trials and turbulences though.

…this shall paas too, but at what cost?

I dont know, but I’m already paying for it…

You’re so weird, you think you’re *totally* normal. Right?
But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

How Weird Are You?

:-/ am i? haha.

So I got this cool flickr ID badge :p it looks nice ;)

…and he said,

well you know… i used to think, i wouldn’t get too attached and close to you, so that, when we have to say goodbye, it’s not hurting. But i’ve quit thinking like that. Now i want to get too close and too attached to you, so that when we have to say goodbye, it hurts badly and painfully and we cry out rivers for it… and never forget each other… for the pain and hurt that this parting has caused us… for pain stays longer than happines and is felt anew whenever that past haunts you…

Participents:
1) me (nick: face it sparky! that’s life)
2) SAJ (nick: where shall we meet)

me: sorry was away.. i think u said somethin… that i’ve missed

SAJ: tks
I answered question embeded in your nick
that is
it is so difficult to face the life as it is some times. no?

me: well depends… when our hopes and streghth is not as high as the difficulties it confronts, it’s difficult…
otherwise it’s not.

SAJ: ya, sort of diplomatic theory we can take refuge in
may be , I agree with this easier way

me: the beauty of human spirit is that after going through all the terbulance and trials, it can rise itslef up and overcome misery

SAJ: yesyes

me: that’s what i think

SAJ: but what about the time lost in those turbulances
that is what botheres me some time

me: u used that time to experience those turbulances… u didnt loose the time.. u used it.. utelized it… experienced something and learnt something..

SAJ: i wish you could hammer this thing in my
i wish that
ya

me: think of time as a medium through which u travel and u learn and u teach… and u live… … not a commodity that u loose or throw away…

SAJ: ya
I do
I do all that people teach, and the time teach but still at the end of the day
i end up losing, or that is what I feel , some time only

SAJ: any idea about ban on blogspot
will it ever go away

me: have no clue.. it wasnt suppose to be there in the frist place though..

SAJ: ya.

me: but since we’ve got workarounds .. so it’s fine… doesnt really bother
http://fursid.eomag.com/blogged/accessing-banned-blogger-blogs/ check this out..

SAJ: no one is bothered
and that is sad
ya